25. When You Don’t Take the Safe Option: A Story of Trust and Surrender

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This is the House of Andrea.

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I'm Andrea Lee Matthies, an artist,

photographer, and clairvoyant medium.

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And in this podcast, we explore what it

really means to thrive as a soul having

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a human experience, how to connect with

our energy, transcend those edges and

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boundaries that we create for ourselves.

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And open to the full

spectrum of who we are.

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If you're ready to see yourself

differently, to sense more deeply,

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and to expand into more of who you

are, you are in the right place.

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Let's dive in.

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Hello, and welcome back to another

live episode of The House of Andrea.

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If you are here, live with me.

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Welcome.

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I am so grateful that you are here.

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I wanted to come in today

because I've got a big update.

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If you've been following along on the

podcast and with these live episodes,

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you'll know that my husband and I.

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We've recently given, uh, the instructions

to vacate our home, the place that

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we've been for the last, just under

a year because the landlord, and

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they're a beautiful landlord, don't

get me wrong, but they've decided to

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sell, which has popped us in a little

bit of a fix around having to move

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on, having to make some big decisions

before what felt like we were ready.

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We had decided that we loved it here,

that we had really, really settled, and

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this notice has changed a lot for us.

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But I wanted to come in today because

it's been a week since I shared.

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An update on this and I

have some really good news.

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We found a place, we found another

beautiful place, and the reason

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why I wanted to give this update

and the transmission has come in

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to share this today is because.

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It is amazing our connecting to

our energy, connecting to our trust

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and our belief in something bigger

source, the universe, mother nature,

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the energy that connects us all.

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Really connecting into that and

holding the faith in that can

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have such a profound impact on.

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How our lives play out and how we can

really hold ourselves and be at peace

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and be in strength and bravery as we

start to navigate challenges that come

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up in our lives that aren't expected,

that throw us, that really throw us and

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just shift the trajectory of our lives.

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Because I was saying in some earlier

episodes, if you've been following along.

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We have moved a lot over

the last few years and.

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Over my lifetime, honestly, I, I have

moved and been quite nomadic and for

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the longest time, that was because

I never let myself feel grounded.

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That was because I never really let

myself come home to myself and put roots

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down, um, put roots down in places that.

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Felt like commitment or felt like

grounding into a chosen identity.

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I'd always felt like I needed to keep

moving, particularly if there were

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significant impacts or significant

events that were playing out in my

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life, such as a, a big breakup, a

big heartache, a big breakup, or

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having to move very quickly out of

domestic violence situations or having.

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Situations of bullying or

things in my career start to.

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Really shift my self-worth and

how I saw and felt about myself.

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And so there was always this sense

of just keep moving, move on.

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Um, run away, escape or chase

adventure, chase curiosity.

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And of course, I, I love curiosity and

I love adventure, and I think that is a

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huge part of the human experience that

helps us learn and grow and develop.

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But I think in my case.

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A lot of the time it was, I choose

curiosity and adventure because I

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don't wanna face these emotions and

I don't wanna face these feelings.

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And so for a lot of my life I had

used moving and moving different

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countries, different cities here in

Australia as a mechanism to escape

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from what I really wanted to face.

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And it was interesting

because over the last.

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I'd say three years.

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I've done some really deep concentrated

work about excavating that really

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finding out what was driving a

lot of that need to keep moving.

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And it wasn't until we landed, we'd

moved from the big city, I think it was.

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Probably a, an earlier

episode if you wanna catch.

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Um, when I share around how my

husband and I, we lived in the

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city, we moved right into the CBD

of Melbourne a few years ago to, you

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know, feel like we were amongst it.

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I think choosing to be

childless and choosing not.

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To start a family and being a child free

couple, there was a sense of loneliness

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that was building in some of the other

places that we lived in the suburbs.

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So we made that conscious

choice a few years ago to move

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to the city and it was great.

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We were well connected.

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There was always something going on.

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There was a hustle and bustle, but still,

I never really let myself ground there.

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I think that.

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Location whilst it was trendy

and amazing and you know,

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everything was at our fingertips.

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I was still.

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Allowing external things to really

distract me and drive my validation.

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You know, it was, it was so

powerful to be able to say, oh, I

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live in Spring Street in the city.

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I'm opposite Parliament building.

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I'm, I'm opposite the Carlton Gardens.

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You know, these are prestigious things

to say, but I wasn't really allowing

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myself to fully connect to where I was.

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I think I was using those external

things as distractions as a way to.

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Feel good about myself without having

to really put my roots down and ground.

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And so late last year, around almost

12 months ago, um, to the day we

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had to move, not had to move, sorry.

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We made the choice to move from the

city out here into Ivanhoe, this

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beautiful suburb, which is green.

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There's rivers and nature walks.

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We walk out our front door here and

there's big green open spaces, and it was

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the first time that I let myself land.

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It was the first time that I allowed

myself to really look inward and heal.

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Some of those things that had kept

me moving, had kept me latching onto

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the external validation, the external

environment to distract me or.

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Make a, a commentary or a narrative

around who I was and moving here was so

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beautiful in that I finally let myself

stop and ground and come more into myself.

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That made myself actually start

to feel whole for the first time.

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And I remember, I think I mentioned this

in a, in a couple of episodes ago, within.

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Days of saying that to Matt, my husband,

I'm like, I feel like I finally landed.

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I feel like I can finally stop moving.

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I feel like I'm finally coming home to

being Andrea, being a whole version of

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who I am, and then within days of saying

that, and this is how the universe

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works, and I'm gonna get into trusting

the path as it unfolds in a moment.

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But as soon as saying that, allowing

that to be felt in my body and say

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those words out loud, make that

commitment to, I'm here, I'm grounded.

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This is my home.

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This is where I'm going

to finally stop moving.

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Within days we've got notice from the

landlord that, sorry, but it's time to go.

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It's time to move.

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We're selling your apartment.

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And it popped us into that frenzy.

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But I'm really excited to say.

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That after a few very, very intense weeks

of searching, we have found something,

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which is beautiful and I'm actually

starting to feel excited, um, about

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shifting into the new place as we speak.

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Um.

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I am surrounded by empty shelves.

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There's barely any furniture left

in this place now because we've been

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moving over the last few days, and if

the audio's a bit echoy, that's why,

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because it's a just big cavernous space.

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But we are finally moving to a place and

I'm realizing that what I actually needed.

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Was to come home to myself to make

that decision that I give myself

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permission to land, to ground, to

build an identity around who I am

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as a soul, as a human, having as a

soul, having a human experience in

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this lifetime, in this moment, in the

present moment that I didn't need.

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Location.

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I didn't need external factors to really

define who it is that I am, that now I

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actually can move without needing where

I'm going to say something about myself

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or be something that validates me.

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And I think that's a huge powerful

shift because sometimes our attachment

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to the external, our attachment to

needing things to be a certain way.

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To make a commentary around

ourselves can be really overpowering

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and it can be also unconscious.

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If I look back, I mean, I kind of

knew I was running in the past.

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You can feel it.

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You can feel that sensation

of, I think I'm running.

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Like I, one time I went through a

significant breakup with someone I was

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absolutely enthralled with, in love with.

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We'd been together for a while and

went through a breakup and I was in my.

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Um, mid twenties at the time, and

I thought the world was ending.

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And I remember going to a coffee

shop on a popular strip here, it's

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called Ligon Street in Melbourne,

if you've ever heard of it.

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It's a very popular, um,

coffee strip, restaurant strip.

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Very trendy here in Melbourne.

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And so I thought.

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Gonna go out for a girlfriend, uh,

for a coffee and lag on street.

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And we were sitting there and I

remember saying to her, you know, just

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how heartbroken I was and again, how

unsettled I felt because I had intertwined

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my value into that relationship.

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And of course, when that relationship

had departed all of a sudden.

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I felt like an untethered kind,

just flapping around in the wind.

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I remember saying to her like, I don't

even know why I'm here in Melbourne.

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If you are familiar with Melbourne,

we are the city of Australia

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that has four seasons in one day.

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So one minute it can be hot and

you're peeling off all of your layers

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and you're getting sunburnt, and

the next minute the rain starts to

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come in and then it's like winter.

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Again, and then by the evening

it's kind of like it's spring and

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warming up again for the next day.

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Like it is a really wild kind of a weather

pattern that we get here in Melbourne.

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And so we're sitting there and I'm

like, ah, you know, it was raining

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and it was cold at this point.

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And I'm like, it's so

cold here in Melbourne.

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I don't know even know why I'm here.

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I think I wanna move to Perth.

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And these were just words that fell

out of my mouth, out of nowhere.

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I had no idea where they'd come from.

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Like, I think I wanna move to Perth.

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And she was like, ah, I think

I, I, I wanna move to Perth too.

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Like, I've always been thinking about it.

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And I think at the time she was dating

someone who was over there for work,

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and so Perth had been on the top of

her mind for the last month or so.

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That's interesting timing, I thought.

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And I'm like, well, why don't we go.

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Like, what would it take for us

to go, you know, we were young

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women in our early twenties.

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We didn't have huge

commitments at this point.

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I had a casual job.

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I think I'd just finished graduating,

um, from my master's degree.

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So I was kind of, I was working in film

and television and I was all a little.

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Fluid at the time.

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And you know, she didn't

have any major ties here.

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And so within a couple of weeks

we, from this coffee in this coffee

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shop, we had sold a bunch of our

belongings, put notice into the

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share houses that we were living in.

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I shipped a bunch of my belongings

down to my dad to put into storage.

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We book flights my friend.

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Arranged some pet sitting accommodation,

um, to sit some gorgeous dogs in a

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gorgeous house in this really upmarket

suburb in Melbourne, sorry, in Perth.

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And we got on the plane and we left.

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Like it was as simple as that.

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I, I threw together a quick going

away party, um, at my share house

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with some friends and family, and

I was like, I'm going, I'm going.

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I was really running.

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But at the time I was all this

independent confident, you know, early

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twenties woman that's like, I'm going

on an adventure, nothing can stop me.

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And I went to Perth and it was the

best decision I ever made because

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we had to offend for ourselves.

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You know, we house sat for about

six months before finding permanent

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rental accommodation and you know,

fell in love in a new relationship

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and got new work over there.

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In fact, it's amazing.

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And this is again.

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Coming back to this faith and this

trust of always being connected

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and always being supported.

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I remember I was a motorcyclist at the

time and I had my own motorbike and I

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had it crated from Melbourne over to

Perth because the weather was so good.

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I wanted to be riding I every day

and my bike was on the truck being

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created over and my girlfriend and I

found a, a local riders group and we.

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Published on the, the forums back then

before social media, it was web forums.

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So we published on the forums, you know,

two Melbourne girls coming over to Perth.

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I look back now and I'm

like, oh, so dangerous.

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But anyway, we posted two Melbourne girls.

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We've come over to Perth to stay.

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You know, relocating, um, we motorcyclist

'cause she was a motorcyclist as well.

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And you know, we wanna join a

local, local motorcycle group.

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Are there any rides going on?

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And we found this ride.

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Thankfully it was a really kind of

safe, great friendly ride to go on.

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And we mentioned we don't have bikes,

we don't have bikes over here yet.

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They're on the truck on the way

over, but can anyone pillion us?

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And so we found.

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A couple of people again, uh, would not

recommend dangerous, but true story.

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We found a couple of friendly people

to take us on their backs of their

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motorbikes to go on this group ride.

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It was an evening on a Saturday night.

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And it was fabulous.

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Like this massive group of like

60 or 70 motorcyclists all came

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together, all walks of life.

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And we rode around parts of Perth

for a few hours and then in the

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middle of the ride there was

actually a dinner break, um, fancy

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dinner break at a service station.

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So we all pulled up to the service

station and went in and got out.

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Prepackaged sandwiches and coke and all

the rubbish that you can get from there.

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And I remember sitting out, um,

just sitting on the curb of the

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car park of this service station

and this motorcyclist pull up.

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Pulled up with this really cool,

I think he was riding a Harley at

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the time and his full leathers.

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I just got chatting to him and I was

like, oh, you know, what do you do?

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And he is like, oh, I run this big,

um, technology company, uh, here in

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Perth and we do a lot of, um, work.

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Produce unmanned aerial vehicles, or

we call them drones now, but back then

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they were UAVs full of military in wa.

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You know, what do you do?

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And I'm like, oh, well I'm in film and

television and I work in marketing and

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you know, at the moment I'm just, I had.

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Picked up a casual job at

Smle, the stationary store.

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So I was just working casually at Smle,

um, while I was in WA and I explained

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to him, you know, I have a strong

background in marketing and master's

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degree and all this sort of stuff.

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And he looked at me, he goes, oh, I've

actually been thinking of hiring a

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director of marketing for my company.

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Do you.

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You looking for a full-time job?

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And I was like, I am.

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He's like, do you wanna come in on

Monday to have an interview with me?

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And I was like, oh, oh, actually,

you know, I'd, I'd love to.

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Yes, yes, yes, yes.

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But my bike comes in at the docks on

Monday and I need to go pick it up.

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Um, they've said I had to

pick it up by a certain time.

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And so this gentleman, this

gentleman that I met sitting.

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In the gutter, essentially whilst

eating a ation sandwich on a motorbike

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ride that we'd randomly organized

whilst house sitting picked the next

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Monday, picked me up, drove me on his

motorbike to the docks so that I could

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get my motorbike out of the crate.

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He helped me like uncrate it

with the crowbar, get it all

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set up, get it all running.

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Drove to the office of

the company that he ran.

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I had an interview and within

about 45 minutes had a full-time

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job as a marketing director.

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Like it was wild.

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It was amazing how many things, when

you surrender into just allowing the

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universe to support, you can just

unfold in the most miraculous of ways.

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And I worked there for ages, um, until.

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Coming back to what I was saying about

this running when things, um, unsettled.

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When the boy that I was seeing at that

time and I was deeply in love with,

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he got deployed to the Army 'cause he

was in, um, he was in the army at the

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time, we were living on the army base.

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He got deployed overseas and it

was too much for me too handle the

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relationship wasn't quite solid

enough to be able to support a full,

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you know, long-term deployment.

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Overseas.

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And so we separated and again, I had

that floating in the wind feeling,

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so I moved back to Melbourne, but I

worked with that gentleman in that

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director of marketing job for ages and

got to see some incredible things in

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terms of, you know, working with the

military, working with lots of different

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security contracts in a world that

I hadn't been exposed to before, and

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eventually left that job to move back to

Melbourne 'cause I was too heartbroken.

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Wasn't grounded, as I said, hadn't really

fully landed in who I was at that time.

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And so as soon as something became

difficult or shifted, it was

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like, oh, you need to keep moving.

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You need to keep going.

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And so ended up moving back to

Melbourne, but there were so many.

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Things that had unfolded at that time

because I was even at that early age,

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starting to surrender into trust of

being connected to something bigger and

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fast forward decades since that point.

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There has been so many times when allowing

myself to just trust and surrender.

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Even when the stress is, feels

unbearable, even when you have no

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: 00:20:08

idea which direction you're going, you

just have a feeling, you have a nudge.

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You trust that nudge and you move in

that direction and just allowing your

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connection to whatever you believe

in, whatever is the thing that you

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know is connected between you and

energy, and the bigger context of us

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as souls, having this human experience.

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When you allow yourself to stay

connected to that, it is amazing

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what unfolds in your life and coming

back forward now to this situation.

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When Matt and I got the notice,

we had that feeling, 'cause I'd

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recently become grounded here.

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: 00:20:46

I thought, well, I, I wanna

stay in this beautiful area.

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I wanna stay amongst

this nature amongst the.

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Services and facilities and grounds

and everything that is here.

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I would, I would love to stay here

like this feels like home, but we

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searched for weeks and weeks and

weeks and we couldn't find anything

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in this area that was suitable.

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Lots of places that were really

run down and moldy, and I just knew

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that moving into a place like that.

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Wasn't enough like it, it just

being in this area, but having

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: 00:21:21

to deal with accommodation like

that, it wouldn't be enough.

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: 00:21:25

It wouldn't feel like a home.

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: 00:21:27

And so we had to look further and further

out and into areas that we never really

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: 00:21:34

stepped foot in before into suburbs

that were a bit of an unknown, but.

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: 00:21:39

I kept getting this nudge that there

was this particular pocket, um, this

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particular area in the east of Melbourne.

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: 00:21:47

Inner East, and I'm like, I don't

know a lot about this, but every

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time I kind of drive through it or

I drive on the periphery of these

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: 00:21:55

areas, just passing through to other

different things to see friends or

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: 00:21:58

family, I'm like, there's a vibe here.

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: 00:22:00

There's a feeling.

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: 00:22:02

I need to go and look at that.

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: 00:22:04

And so Matt and I started.

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: 00:22:06

Going to a lot of house inspections in

these areas, which were a huge unknown,

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: 00:22:12

but every time I entered in to look

at a house, I'm like, the house isn't

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: 00:22:15

right, but there's something here.

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: 00:22:17

There's like a buzz,

there's an electricity.

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: 00:22:19

There's a feeling that the next

groundedness, that next connection

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: 00:22:24

that I am to make in this new

chapter, it's in this area.

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: 00:22:28

There's something here for me, even if

I can't see it, and I think this is a.

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: 00:22:33

Really important point because often

we are afraid to move unless we can

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be certain around what we feel, what's

coming, or be able to see the bigger plan.

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: 00:22:48

You know, we can stay in stasis,

we can stay stuck not being able to

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: 00:22:53

move because we need the certainty.

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: 00:22:56

We need to be able to be like.

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: 00:22:59

This is why, this is the reason,

and this is the five step plan

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: 00:23:04

for me, be able to get there, and

this is why I need to move there.

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: 00:23:08

There's a big, kind of like a

logic element that comes in, but

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: 00:23:12

sometimes it's just a feeling.

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: 00:23:14

Sometimes you're in a coffee shop

and a a flash pops into your mind

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: 00:23:19

and words fall out of your mouth.

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: 00:23:21

And that is the guidance, that is

the nudge from the universe for

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: 00:23:25

you to do something, something.

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: 00:23:26

Sometimes it's just driving on a random

ride through an area that you don't

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: 00:23:32

normally have much to do with, and you're

like, this is the place, this is the home.

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: 00:23:38

This is where I am meant to

be, right here, right now.

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: 00:23:41

So I'm gonna follow that.

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: 00:23:42

I don't know why, I don't know where.

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: 00:23:44

I don't know how.

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: 00:23:46

I, I don't know any factors.

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: 00:23:48

And it can create that nervousness.

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: 00:23:50

Like when I was thinking about this is the

area I wanna move to, um, for anyone who's

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: 00:23:56

in Melbourne, I'm talking about that.

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: 00:23:57

Um, Canterbury, Surrey Hills, Albo,

that kind of pocket in the East.

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: 00:24:02

Um, it's just got this

beautiful green feel to it.

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: 00:24:06

And every time I pass

through, I'm like, huh.

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: 00:24:09

I don't know how I am gonna get here.

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: 00:24:13

Like everything feels really expensive.

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: 00:24:15

It's really feels unknown and

I, my mind wanted to search

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: 00:24:21

for answers, like, is it noisy?

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: 00:24:24

The neighbor's Nice.

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: 00:24:25

What's the traffic like?

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: 00:24:26

Like I wanted to run through

this usual checklist of things

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: 00:24:31

that would make me feel safe.

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: 00:24:33

You know?

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: 00:24:33

My mind wanted to find that

certainty before making a move, but

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: 00:24:37

sometimes certainty isn't possible.

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: 00:24:39

It's just a feeling.

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: 00:24:40

And so Matt and I, we started looking

at properties in these places and

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: 00:24:45

each one we'd get into, I'm like, oh.

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: 00:24:48

It's not the right configuration,

or it's dark, or it's moldy or the

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: 00:24:52

conditions are not great or the,

the street has extreme trucks and

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: 00:24:57

noise and, and things like that.

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: 00:24:59

But every time we would do a house

inspection in this area, I'm like,

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: 00:25:02

there's a reason that I keep getting

pulled back to this area until we

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: 00:25:08

pulled up out the front of this street.

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: 00:25:11

We hadn't been in the street before

of this house, this little unit.

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: 00:25:16

As soon as we pulled up, I got

this strong, grounded feeling

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: 00:25:19

of like, this is the one.

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: 00:25:21

This is the one.

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: 00:25:22

And we, we had been to dozens and

dozens and dozens and dozens of

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: 00:25:27

properties up until this point.

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: 00:25:28

And each time you pull up and you have

a look and you're like, oh, okay, I'll

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: 00:25:32

go and look because we're desperate.

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: 00:25:34

If we don't find something,

we're gonna be on the street.

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: 00:25:37

Well, we'd be back with family.

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: 00:25:39

We wouldn't be on the street.

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: 00:25:40

But if we don't find something

soon, you know this is gonna be.

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: 00:25:44

And difficult situation to navigate.

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: 00:25:47

But I pulled up and I was

like, Ooh, this is one.

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: 00:25:50

It was this feeling.

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: 00:25:51

I was like, it was annoying.

405

: 00:25:53

And we walked up the driveway and there

were dozens of people queuing to see

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: 00:25:58

this property, and I understand why.

407

: 00:26:00

As soon as I walked in, it was gorgeous.

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: 00:26:02

It would been renovated,

it was light and airy.

409

: 00:26:05

There was skylights throughout

it, Polish floorboards, you know,

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: 00:26:09

it just had this beautiful home.

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: 00:26:12

Um, feeling to it.

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: 00:26:13

And I was standing at, we

were in the back of the line.

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: 00:26:17

There was so many people waiting

to go in and as soon as they

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: 00:26:20

opened the doors, people started

moving in and it was raining.

415

: 00:26:24

And so Matt and I, we didn't

have our umbrellas either.

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: 00:26:27

We're like, oh, we'll be fine.

417

: 00:26:28

And so it's raining.

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: 00:26:29

We are getting absolutely drench.

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: 00:26:31

And I get up to the door and I take

my shoes off and I step in and I'm

420

: 00:26:35

like, this is the place, this is

the place, this is the one I want.

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: 00:26:41

And especially after you've looked

at a bunch of properties that are

422

: 00:26:44

awful, when you walk into one that's

magic, you're like, this is the one.

423

: 00:26:50

So we went through, um, we did

a walkthrough and I, I felt this

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: 00:26:55

pull to put my hand on the wall.

425

: 00:26:58

And so I just walked along and I put

my hand on the wall and I just got

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: 00:27:01

this strong message of you'll be back.

427

: 00:27:05

You will be back.

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: 00:27:05

This is the one you, this is your home.

429

: 00:27:08

And I was like, Ugh.

430

: 00:27:09

You know, you get that overwhelming

feeling of like, oh, I found it.

431

: 00:27:12

I found it.

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: 00:27:13

This is the one.

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: 00:27:14

Okay.

434

: 00:27:14

And I'm looking around at all the other

couples, professional people, families

435

: 00:27:20

that are like doing the same thing

of like going through the motions of

436

: 00:27:24

like, oh, this is really nice and we

could put this here and put that there.

437

: 00:27:27

And so Matt and I quietly just moved

through this space and we stood out on the

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: 00:27:31

back deck 'cause it's got a little garden.

439

: 00:27:34

And a decking out the back,

this beautiful, um, garden area.

440

: 00:27:38

And I just said to him,

I'm like, this is the one.

441

: 00:27:40

This is, this is what

we've been looking for.

442

: 00:27:42

It's in this brand new unknown

area, but it's gorgeous.

443

: 00:27:46

And so we sort of quietly left

and said to the agent, asked a few

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: 00:27:50

questions, um, and said to the.

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: 00:27:54

Uh, yes, we'd, we'd like to apply.

446

: 00:27:55

Please send through the details.

447

: 00:27:56

And we drove, um, out of the street

and found this beautiful little

448

: 00:28:01

township of shops and all these

gorgeous little cafes and things there.

449

: 00:28:07

And we pulled up and went into the

cafe and ordered a little coffee, had

450

: 00:28:11

a TME latte, and we put the application

in as we were sitting there within

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: 00:28:15

minutes of inspecting it and just.

452

: 00:28:18

Allowing myself to dream a little,

because sometimes when we feel like we

453

: 00:28:22

want something or something's meant to

be for us, we can get resistant around,

454

: 00:28:26

oh, I don't wanna get my hopes up.

455

: 00:28:27

Oh, I don't wanna get my hopes

up because if I don't get it,

456

: 00:28:30

I'm gonna be really disappointed.

457

: 00:28:31

And I, I don't wanna have

to deal with that sadness.

458

: 00:28:34

I don't wanna have to go

back into searching again,

459

: 00:28:36

trying to find a new place.

460

: 00:28:38

And so it's so easy for

us to be like, oh, well.

461

: 00:28:41

I won't get my hopes up, we'll

just, you know, go through the

462

: 00:28:44

motions and keep myself detached.

463

: 00:28:47

But in this instance I was like, no,

the energy here is too strong this

464

: 00:28:52

pull to make this move and decide

that this is the place that we want.

465

: 00:28:59

So there's so much energy around this.

466

: 00:29:02

I'm like, no, I'm gonna

let myself get my hopes up.

467

: 00:29:05

Because when we allow ourselves to get

into that energy of excitement, into that

468

: 00:29:10

energy of like, this is the one, what it

does is it actually kind of like creates

469

: 00:29:15

a frequency match in our own frequency.

470

: 00:29:18

So stuff that we want

around us can find it.

471

: 00:29:21

And so I'm like, no, I'm

gonna put the application in.

472

: 00:29:23

I'm gonna picture myself there.

473

: 00:29:25

It's gonna be great.

474

: 00:29:27

And so this was a Tuesday that we'd

expect, inspected it, and we put the

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: 00:29:30

application in and we didn't hear

anything, didn't hear anything, didn't

476

: 00:29:34

hear anything, didn't hear anything.

477

: 00:29:35

I spoke to the real estate

agent on the Friday.

478

: 00:29:39

I rang in to check in on it and

she's like, oh no, the landlord

479

: 00:29:42

hasn't made a decision yet.

480

: 00:29:44

And they were opening it again the

next day on the Saturday, which meant

481

: 00:29:48

a whole bunch of other dozens and

dozens of people were gonna go through

482

: 00:29:51

it and put more applications in.

483

: 00:29:52

I was like, Ugh.

484

: 00:29:54

But anyway, I thought I'm gonna

go through I again on the Saturday

485

: 00:29:58

and just, you know, part of my mind

is like, just gonna double check.

486

: 00:30:00

I double check the one, you know,

'cause I got a really strong

487

: 00:30:04

intuitive feeling that it was.

488

: 00:30:06

And so on Saturday morning we

turned up again, raining again.

489

: 00:30:11

So we're standing out the line

again, getting trenched amongst

490

: 00:30:15

dozens of people for this property.

491

: 00:30:18

And we walk through and this time I'm

like, I'm gonna take a video of the

492

: 00:30:22

walkthrough, um, just to kind of like.

493

: 00:30:25

Bring it home with me so that,

you know, I could think about

494

: 00:30:28

where are we gonna put things.

495

: 00:30:29

So I did this video and walked through it

again, and I said to Matt, I'm like, this

496

: 00:30:33

is the one, this is, this is the house.

497

: 00:30:35

Like, I can't wait for a response.

498

: 00:30:38

Anyway, we did the walkthrough, went

back to the little cafe that we'd found,

499

: 00:30:42

and just sat there and like I could

picture ourselves, you know, grabbing

500

: 00:30:45

coffee here or going to the shops here.

501

: 00:30:49

We went home anxiously over the weekend,

just putting lots of energy out there.

502

: 00:30:53

I was like, no, this is the house.

503

: 00:30:55

This is the.

504

: 00:30:55

One.

505

: 00:30:56

Anyway, Monday morning comes around and

it's like three o'clock in the afternoon.

506

: 00:31:01

By this point, I'm like, I still haven't

heard from the agent, and so I ring her.

507

: 00:31:06

Now side point.

508

: 00:31:07

I wanted to also let you know,

we had popped applications in for

509

: 00:31:11

some other houses that we'd saw.

510

: 00:31:13

They weren't as good as this

one, but we thought we need

511

: 00:31:16

to have a roof over our heads.

512

: 00:31:17

And so we put a bunch of

applications in for other places.

513

: 00:31:21

And on Monday we got accepted

for some of the others.

514

: 00:31:25

And whilst that was relieving.

515

: 00:31:28

Whilst that was relieving, I thought,

516

: 00:31:33

I know I'm gonna move into those houses

and feel like I should have waited.

517

: 00:31:38

I should have waited for the one,

because as soon as you accept an

518

: 00:31:42

application, it's legally binding here.

519

: 00:31:45

I'm not sure what it's like where you

are, but there's no cooling off period.

520

: 00:31:49

It's signed, sealed, delivered.

521

: 00:31:51

So as soon as you sign a new lease, you

are on the hook for that lease period.

522

: 00:31:54

Minimum usually is 12 months.

523

: 00:31:57

And so we got Monday morning, all

of these applications coming in.

524

: 00:32:01

You've been accepted.

525

: 00:32:02

You've been accepted.

526

: 00:32:03

You've been accepted, and we hadn't

heard back from this other one in Surrey

527

: 00:32:06

Hills, and I thought, oh, poor Matt.

528

: 00:32:12

It's getting ruper stressed because

the clock is ticking and we need to

529

: 00:32:16

make a decision before the Christmas

shut down because as we speak now,

530

: 00:32:20

all the real estate agents are closed.

531

: 00:32:22

There is no more house opens,

there's no more securing any

532

: 00:32:26

properties until they reopen around

the four, fifth, 6th of January.

533

: 00:32:30

So we are like, Ugh, if we don't sign

something, we could end up with nothing

534

: 00:32:35

at the end of our tenancy in January.

535

: 00:32:38

So.

536

: 00:32:40

I tuned in and I'm like, what do I do?

537

: 00:32:41

Do I just sign one of these

properties that we've got to

538

: 00:32:44

just secure something poor?

539

: 00:32:46

Matt's stressing is sweating and

I thought, they're not right.

540

: 00:32:51

If I sign a lease on one of these

properties going against this

541

: 00:32:56

intuitive message, going against

the energy, the the things that my

542

: 00:33:01

senses is saying, I'm gonna regret it.

543

: 00:33:04

It's not going to work out well.

544

: 00:33:07

And so.

545

: 00:33:09

I sat with it, I pulled cards on

it, I channeled on it, and I, I

546

: 00:33:13

kept getting, wait, hold, wait,

don't sign, don't sign, wait.

547

: 00:33:17

And I rang the agent at, as I said,

three o'clock in the afternoon

548

: 00:33:21

on the one that we wanted.

549

: 00:33:22

And she's like, I'm sorry, we haven't

got a decision, but I need you to

550

: 00:33:27

decide on these other properties.

551

: 00:33:29

And I just said to her, I'm like, I'm.

552

: 00:33:31

We are gonna withdraw on all the other

properties that we got an application for.

553

: 00:33:35

We'll withdraw.

554

: 00:33:35

I said, because the one

that we want is Florence.

555

: 00:33:38

And she's like, alright.

556

: 00:33:41

So we removed our application from

all the other properties that we had

557

: 00:33:46

and I'm like, my heart's beating.

558

: 00:33:47

And I'm like, oh, what have I done?

559

: 00:33:50

And I said to Matt, I'm

like, I can just, I feel it.

560

: 00:33:53

I see it.

561

: 00:33:54

I know it.

562

: 00:33:55

We are going to get Florence.

563

: 00:33:57

And I'm like, can you trust me because.

564

: 00:34:00

He and I are in different, different

worlds in terms of energy and

565

: 00:34:04

trust and our connection to source.

566

: 00:34:06

We're in different worlds.

567

: 00:34:07

He's a logic man, and I, and that's fine.

568

: 00:34:10

And I said, can you trust me?

569

: 00:34:11

And he's like, I'll, I'll trust you.

570

: 00:34:13

I'm like, it's, it's gonna be okay.

571

: 00:34:16

So we withdrew from all

the other applications.

572

: 00:34:19

Three o'clock the agent said, hasn't

made a decision, and she rings me back

573

: 00:34:22

at four o'clock after I'd just withdrawn

from all the other applications.

574

: 00:34:26

And she's like, I'm so

sorry you didn't get it.

575

: 00:34:30

You didn't get it.

576

: 00:34:31

So all of a sudden I went from

having multiple houses to none

577

: 00:34:35

and I didn't get the one I wanted.

578

: 00:34:37

And I was like, oh, what have I done?

579

: 00:34:41

What have I done?

580

: 00:34:43

Oh my God.

581

: 00:34:44

So anyway, I'm like, no,

it's, it's gonna be okay.

582

: 00:34:50

There's something else here.

583

: 00:34:51

There's something else

here that I'm not seeing.

584

: 00:34:53

And so I had to go to Matt

and be like, we didn't get it.

585

: 00:34:57

And I was drawn from all of the others.

586

: 00:35:00

I'm like, but just there's

something else here.

587

: 00:35:03

Because I'd so clean, clearly

seen when I did the walkthrough

588

: 00:35:07

of that house, I saw us there.

589

: 00:35:09

I got the message that we were gonna

be there, and so I was confused.

590

: 00:35:14

I'm like, what do you

mean university leaving?

591

: 00:35:19

We have this one.

592

: 00:35:21

Hey, I'm okay.

593

: 00:35:22

Right.

594

: 00:35:22

Alright.

595

: 00:35:23

Trust, trust, trust, trust, trust.

596

: 00:35:24

And so Matt and I are like, okay, well

we are gonna have to go look at more

597

: 00:35:28

places now because now we have nothing.

598

: 00:35:32

Anyway, I got a text message at

like, she told me no at four.

599

: 00:35:37

Four, about four o'clock.

600

: 00:35:38

I got a message at five o'clock that

night to say the tenants that had

601

: 00:35:43

been approved for that property.

602

: 00:35:46

Withdrew and it was back

available again, and so she'd

603

: 00:35:50

reforwarded all the applications.

604

: 00:35:53

Back to the landlord.

605

: 00:35:55

So this is amazing, right?

606

: 00:35:57

I had been given all of these other

properties, decided to say no,

607

: 00:36:01

hold out for the one that I wanted,

got rejected for the one that I

608

: 00:36:04

wanted, and then was, came back to

my practice of like groundedness

609

: 00:36:09

and being like, there's a reason.

610

: 00:36:11

There's a reason.

611

: 00:36:12

Just move.

612

: 00:36:13

Just trust the messages from source.

613

: 00:36:14

Just keep going.

614

: 00:36:16

Stay in the faith, stay in

the trust, hold the pressure.

615

: 00:36:20

And here's the thing, the pressure

that was building in my field,

616

: 00:36:25

in my body was tremendous.

617

: 00:36:29

And in the past I would've absolutely

collapsed into an a mess of failure.

618

: 00:36:36

Shame, you know, all of those

feelings of like, I should have

619

: 00:36:41

done this, or I should have done

that, or I shouldn't have trusted.

620

: 00:36:45

Should have taken the safe option,

like I would've collapsed into that.

621

: 00:36:48

But this time around the

pressure was intense, but I

622

: 00:36:51

was like, good things happen.

623

: 00:36:53

On the other side of pressure.

624

: 00:36:54

Good things happen when we hold the

line, when we stay steady, when we stay

625

: 00:36:59

connected to the thing that is bigger,

then us when we stay connected to.

626

: 00:37:06

There is magic on the other side

of it, and I kept feeling it.

627

: 00:37:09

I kept getting the signals,

I kept getting the downloads.

628

: 00:37:12

It was like, just hold, just

wait, just hold, just wait.

629

: 00:37:14

So anyway, we are now back in

the running for this property.

630

: 00:37:20

We had to sleep on it because

the real estate agent was shut.

631

: 00:37:23

Three o'clock the next

day we got the call.

632

: 00:37:27

We got it.

633

: 00:37:28

It was ours.

634

: 00:37:29

And so what a rollercoaster, what

a wild rollercoaster to go on in

635

: 00:37:35

terms of setting your attention

around what you want, holding the

636

: 00:37:40

faith, holding the trust, and then.

637

: 00:37:44

Just allowing it to manifest,

allowing it to come around to you.

638

: 00:37:48

'cause I got that really clear

message when I was in that property.

639

: 00:37:51

This is home.

640

: 00:37:52

This is where you're meant to be.

641

: 00:37:54

And it was almost like the

universe brought me the acceptances

642

: 00:37:57

of those other properties.

643

: 00:37:59

It's like, here's, here's two or three

other things that you could take.

644

: 00:38:04

We're tempting you with,

you know, like the apple.

645

: 00:38:08

Here are the things that you could take

if you wanna play it safe, if you want to.

646

: 00:38:13

Go with logic, with security,

with just taking the thing

647

: 00:38:17

that you can see right now.

648

: 00:38:19

It's like the universe put me, put those

in my path for me to have to say no.

649

: 00:38:24

Like I had to say no to be able to allow

myself to be back in the running when

650

: 00:38:29

this other property became available

again, because if I had have said

651

: 00:38:34

yes to the others, my application

would never have been reforwarded.

652

: 00:38:38

It would never have come about.

653

: 00:38:40

And so.

654

: 00:38:42

The pressure was huge, but I was

like, thank you for giving me the

655

: 00:38:46

opportunity to stand in my conviction

and to say, no, thank you for that.

656

: 00:38:51

I mean, we wanna say test, but

thank you for that growth point.

657

: 00:38:54

Thank you for that journey.

658

: 00:38:55

Thank you for that experience.

659

: 00:38:58

And what it does is when you have these

experiences is it strengthens your trust.

660

: 00:39:04

To your connection, to your source,

mother Earth, universe, spirit guides,

661

: 00:39:09

angels, whatever it is that you are

connected to, it strengthens you

662

: 00:39:13

because you're like, look at what I

can achieve when I stay connected.

663

: 00:39:18

Look at what unfolds.

664

: 00:39:19

Look at the magic that happens in my life.

665

: 00:39:23

And it was an absolute whirlwind.

666

: 00:39:25

We got the yes that next day and

I was like, gimme the contract.

667

: 00:39:30

I'm signing.

668

: 00:39:31

I'm signing it.

669

: 00:39:33

We're locking it in.

670

: 00:39:34

There was a little bit of negotiation

that I had to do and because we were

671

: 00:39:38

getting the keys on the 19th of December,

and I said to her, I'm like, that's.

672

: 00:39:44

Days before everything closes down,

like trying to get removalists

673

: 00:39:48

and all sorts of things, like

it's a tough time of year to move.

674

: 00:39:51

And I knew that because we moved in

here at the exact same time last year.

675

: 00:39:56

I said to her, is there any negotiation?

676

: 00:39:58

Can we get the keys earlier?

677

: 00:40:00

No, we can't.

678

: 00:40:01

Can, can you?

679

: 00:40:02

Hold the keys until January

when everything reopens.

680

: 00:40:05

No, if you don't accept it on the 19th of

December, we'll give it to someone else.

681

: 00:40:09

And so I was over a barrel in

terms of that and I'm like,

682

: 00:40:12

hold the faith, hold the trust.

683

: 00:40:14

There's a reason.

684

: 00:40:16

There's a reason why this is happening

and that we are so much more capable

685

: 00:40:19

to, of what we think we can do.

686

: 00:40:22

I mean, my mind was starting to say, oh,

it's gonna be busy, it's gonna be hard,

687

: 00:40:26

it's gonna be this, it's gonna be that.

688

: 00:40:28

And I was like, Nope.

689

: 00:40:29

There's a reason, let it go.

690

: 00:40:31

Let all of that go in terms of what the

mind wants to tell me that I'm capable of.

691

: 00:40:36

And so I was like, okay, 19th

of December it is, let's go.

692

: 00:40:42

Um, and I said to her, I'm like,

I don't wanna be doing this.

693

: 00:40:45

If you change your mind and you wanna

sell next year, I don't wanna be doing

694

: 00:40:48

this, uh, at the same time next year.

695

: 00:40:50

So I at least want you

to extend the lease.

696

: 00:40:53

So we have protections until, you

know, February, March next year.

697

: 00:40:56

There was a little bit of pushback

on that, but again, I held that trust

698

: 00:41:00

of like the universe is on my side.

699

: 00:41:04

The universe is working with me to

voice what I need to voice to say

700

: 00:41:11

no when I need to say no, and to

also stand my ground when I need to.

701

: 00:41:15

I mean, if you not gonna allow me to move

in in January, you, this is what I would

702

: 00:41:20

like in this beautiful exchange of energy.

703

: 00:41:23

And so they did.

704

: 00:41:24

They at least gave us, um, an

extended contract, which is great.

705

: 00:41:27

And so we signed and then we

were like, oh, what a magic.

706

: 00:41:32

What a magic experience.

707

: 00:41:34

And my husband, I was

like, how did you do that?

708

: 00:41:38

How did you do that?

709

: 00:41:40

I was like, it's all in the trust, baby.

710

: 00:41:42

It's all in the trust and in the faith.

711

: 00:41:44

And so right now I'm sitting, as I

mentioned at the start in an empty

712

: 00:41:48

room because over the last few days

since the 19th of December, we've

713

: 00:41:51

been moving, um, and everything.

714

: 00:41:55

I managed to get a removalist, managed

to get everything that we needed sorted.

715

: 00:41:58

Again, the universe.

716

: 00:42:00

Provided when my mind tried

to tell me it was gonna be

717

: 00:42:02

difficult, it has been so easy.

718

: 00:42:05

The removalist came in

and offered us a discount.

719

: 00:42:07

The, you know, people became available.

720

: 00:42:11

They had professionally cleaned the

place before we moved in, so I didn't

721

: 00:42:15

even have to clean the new place.

722

: 00:42:17

Everything has just flown

so smoothly and I'm just.

723

: 00:42:21

I keep coming back to that sense

of gratitude of thank you for

724

: 00:42:25

reminding me of how connected we are.

725

: 00:42:27

Thank you for all this abundance.

726

: 00:42:30

Thank you for challenging me and making me

grow and grow in my trust and the pressure

727

: 00:42:37

that I have held is such a gift because

as I mentioned, the previous version

728

: 00:42:43

of me would've crumbled, absolutely

crumbled under that level of pressure.

729

: 00:42:49

You know, I have a history of.

730

: 00:42:51

Anxiety, depression, um, lots of

different challenges in my history,

731

: 00:42:56

but to be able to be someone now who

can hold pressure because of my trust,

732

: 00:43:02

because of my faith, and because of my

connection, it makes us unstoppable.

733

: 00:43:07

It makes everything feel possible and

it stops us from collapsing into the but

734

: 00:43:14

how, but what if, prepare for the worst.

735

: 00:43:17

Type of energy that as humans, we've

been conditioned so well to do.

736

: 00:43:22

You know, it stops us from collapsing

into that, that we can then hold pressure.

737

: 00:43:28

Find the magic that exists on

the other side of that, and every

738

: 00:43:32

time we hold that pressure, we

expand, we grow our capability.

739

: 00:43:37

The things that we realize that we

can do in our lifetime expands because

740

: 00:43:43

we know that we are never alone.

741

: 00:43:45

We have this incredible capacity to

continue to grow, to push, to expand,

742

: 00:43:50

but also to allow the universe to unfold

exactly how it's meant to be without.

743

: 00:43:57

Having to collapse into old patterns,

and it's just testament to really

744

: 00:44:02

what we are capable of as a, a

human being, a human existence, and

745

: 00:44:08

souls having a human experience.

746

: 00:44:09

So if you are going through a situation

right now where everything is up in

747

: 00:44:14

the air, where you are weighing up,

I talked last week about the duality.

748

: 00:44:18

On the podcast of thinking that

there's only two choices if

749

: 00:44:22

you are in between two choices.

750

: 00:44:24

If you are in a pressure situation,

if you're coming up to the festive

751

: 00:44:29

season and you've got situations

that you're navigating that are

752

: 00:44:32

difficult, know that you are so

capable of holding pressure, not in a

753

: 00:44:38

stressed, not in a collapsed, not in.

754

: 00:44:42

This is gonna cost me way, but

holding pressure from a I trust,

755

: 00:44:47

I have faith, I surrender, I

move with what I know to be true.

756

: 00:44:52

I move with my intuition.

757

: 00:44:53

I move with my connection to my team,

to the universe, to mother earth.

758

: 00:44:58

Whatever it is that you feel connected to.

759

: 00:45:01

Say to yourself, I move with that

connection I trust, and I back myself.

760

: 00:45:06

I say no, and I back myself.

761

: 00:45:08

I put boundaries up, but I also soften

and move when I need to move, and I

762

: 00:45:14

trust and surrender when I need to.

763

: 00:45:17

If you're facing that right now, just

know that there is magic, and it all

764

: 00:45:21

starts with having that connection.

765

: 00:45:25

Knowing that you're not alone.

766

: 00:45:27

Expanding your senses, expanding

your field, softening into that,

767

: 00:45:31

allowing yourself to receive, and then

just moving with the flow of life.

768

: 00:45:36

Because like I said, making that decision

to move to Perth catalyzed a whole

769

: 00:45:41

bunch of incredible change, catalyzed

me being able to do the healing, to

770

: 00:45:45

finally feel grounded to finding this

place, to settling here, to realizing

771

: 00:45:50

I don't need a place to be able to

feel connected and grounded to them.

772

: 00:45:54

Being able to step into this next

incredible chapter that's coming for

773

: 00:45:59

us in this new place as we move over

this week and into the new year,

774

: 00:46:05

and create whatever it is that we're

here to create as we move forward.

775

: 00:46:10

So I love you.

776

: 00:46:11

Thank you so much for being here.

777

: 00:46:13

Thank you for watching live.

778

: 00:46:15

I will upload in the next half hour

or so this episode to our House of

779

: 00:46:20

Andrea podcast, which is available

now on all podcast platforms.

780

: 00:46:24

So if you wanna catch it there, you can.

781

: 00:46:27

Thank you for being here.

782

: 00:46:28

Honestly.

783

: 00:46:30

I love doing these podcast episodes and

sharing this and helping you come and

784

: 00:46:36

walk back to your connection to self.

785

: 00:46:38

If you ever feel like you wanna walk

side by side, just know that I am here.

786

: 00:46:43

I have serv a coaching

service where we meet.

787

: 00:46:47

For an hour every single week.

788

: 00:46:49

We walk for an hour every single week.

789

: 00:46:51

We bring you back to your connection

every single week, and we have

790

: 00:46:55

telegram chats and voice notes back

and forward, uh, throughout the week.

791

: 00:46:59

In between that for as long as you need

to, to help remember your connection,

792

: 00:47:03

your senses, your gifts, your mission

in this world whilst being connected,

793

: 00:47:09

whilst creating art with your life.

794

: 00:47:11

And so if that's something that

you need or you feel drawn to.

795

: 00:47:15

Please do connect and reach out.

796

: 00:47:17

We can create something for you

along those lines and walk together

797

: 00:47:21

every single week in coaching.

798

: 00:47:24

Otherwise, I'm here every single week for

the podcast and the channel as well where

799

: 00:47:29

I channel daily, uh, transmissions from

spirit every single day into the channel.

800

: 00:47:34

And you can just receive those if you need

a little boost of guidance for your day.

801

: 00:47:40

Um, otherwise, I hope

you have a beautiful.

802

: 00:47:42

Festive season if you celebrate.

803

: 00:47:44

If not, I hope you just have a beautiful

conclusion till the end of the year.

804

: 00:47:48

I will be here If more transition

transmissions drop in, I'll do

805

: 00:47:52

more live episodes that otherwise

I will see you in the new year.

806

: 00:47:56

I love you and I'll see you very soon.