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Episode 15

15. Invisible Progress: How Everything Has Changed, Even If You Can’t See It Yet

In this week’s episode of The House of Andrea, I sit with the strange duality of time - how nothing seems to change, and yet somehow, everything does. I talk about the invisible progress that happens inside us long before life catches up, and what it really means to feel different before anything looks different.

I share stories from my own life - the many times I burned everything down to start again, the long road toward self-love, finding peace in my marriage with my husband, and the choice we made not to have children. There’s freedom in that choice, but also guilt - the quiet weight of societal expectations of women, and the question of meaning when you step outside them.

This episode is about coming home to yourself and seeing value beyond what you produce or prove. It’s an invitation to notice the subtle fire that’s always been burning within you and trust that things are changing, even when life looks the same.

Gems in this episode:

  • The paradox of time - how internal transformation often happens before external change
  • Letting go of self-worth defined by progress, success, or visible achievement
  • The emotional and spiritual journey of choosing not to have children
  • Navigating guilt, societal expectations, and the quiet freedom of living life differently
  • Remembering your inner fire - that quiet, steady pulse of self-love and becoming

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House of Andrea is created by host Andrea Lee Matthies in Naarm (Melbourne), Australia. Andrea is an artist, photographer and clairvoyant medium who explores the intersections of creativity, spirituality and the human experience. Her art and conversations invite us into spaces of spiritual expansion — where we see ourselves more clearly and live more fully as our highest selves.

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Transcript
Speaker:

This is the House of Andrea.

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I'm Andrea Lee Matthews, an artist,

photographer, and clairvoyant medium.

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And in this podcast, we explore what it

really means to thrive as a soul having

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a human experience, how to connect with

our energy, transcend those edges and

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boundaries that we create for ourselves.

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And open to the full

spectrum of who we are.

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If you're ready to see yourself

differently, to sense more deeply,

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and to expand into more of who you

are, you are in the right place.

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Let's dive in.

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Andrea Matthies: Hello and welcome back

to another episode of The House of Andrea

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This week, I thought I would dive into

the concept of time just how much can

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change in our lives in a blink of an eye.

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And I think there's such a paradox when

it comes to time because we often feel

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like nothing in our lives is changing.

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Like we have such big dreams and goals and

there's so many things that we wanna do.

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even if we don't have a clear picture

of what that is, we just, we have this

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feeling, this knowing, this, gnawing

that we are meant to be doing something.

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Yet, we look around in our life and

we feel like nothing has changed.

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And it's interesting because I

look back to where I was when

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this podcast started, which.

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You know, we've been running for just

over three months now, which is exciting.

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and I look at who I am and where I am

in my life now, and it is so different.

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I feel different.

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The energy that surrounds me is different.

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The way that I view who I am, the

world, my work within that world,

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it is fundamentally different.

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But on the same token, I look around and

think, well, some things feel like they

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haven't changed, and this is the crazy

duality that we need to hold, particularly

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when we have these big dreams and

these goals that we're working towards.

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We need to be able to hold this duality

and allow ourselves to really see and feel

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and sense the things that have changed.

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Otherwise, we get stuck in this belief

that, well, nothing has changed.

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Everything looks the same, and I think

this is really interesting point between.

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Feeling and energy and energetics

and our senses, to witness

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that world that is beyond the

physical and beyond what we see.

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And the very physical, tangible

evidence because as humans and just

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society in general, we typically rely

on the physical matter evidential

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stuff to not only measure our

worth, but measure our progress.

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You know, if we're still living

in the same place, if we're still

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in the same circumstances, we

still have the same routines.

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We attribute meaning to those things.

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And sometimes that meaning can

be, I've made it, I'm successful.

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I have a good life, I've progressed.

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Or sometimes it can mean the opposite.

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We assign the opposite.

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It's like, well, nothing has changed, so

therefore I'm useless or I'm worthless.

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I'm not progressing.

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Bored, boring.

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these types of attributes we

associate with what we can

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see and experience physically.

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But there is so much more that exists

beyond what we can see so much more.

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And I think this is what.

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Has really changed the game for me in.

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Embracing my abilities, embracing

my senses, really allowing myself to

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witness believe and witness what exists

beyond the physical material world.

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Because if I measured, if my worth

and my progress, and I have done

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this in the past, but if I continued

to measure my worth and my progress

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according to how the world looked

in my physical reality day to day.

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I would think that I have done

nothing with my life because I

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have the similar, same routines.

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You know, we live in the same

house, we have the same types

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of experiences day to day.

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And whilst some of those are magical

experiences, you know, there is

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the regular mundaneness of life.

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Sometimes we'll have to pay our

bills, we all have to do our taxes.

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We all have to take the garbage out, like.

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it can be so easy for us to just get

into this pattern and into this mindset.

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And yet really down about it, really

place such heavy emphasis on who we are

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as people and on what we mean to the world

based on these physical, tangible things.

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And this can lead to going down the

rabbit hole of just feeling terrible and.

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If, if you're so inclined to feeling

that sensation of I need to just burn

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everything to the ground and flip

everything on its head, like I cannot

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handle one more day of mundaneness.

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I cannot handle one more day

of same, same routine, and

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feeling like nothing is working.

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I just, I can't, I can't deal with it.

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And that's where so many times

we go through these patterns of

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just following along and then

being like, I can't deal this.

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I can't deal with this,

uh, burn it to the ground.

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That's it.

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Complete flip, overnight,

change everything and my

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relationships and my career.

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Move outta the house like the

whole lot, the trifecta, let's go.

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And I've done that.

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So many times in my lifetime, uh, I'm

sure my family are listening to this

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and just chuckling their heads off being

like, yep, I think we did that like 12

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or 13 times with idea over my lifetime.

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And so that's why I can speak to

this topic with authority in that.

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As soon as you start to embrace

what exists in terms of progress,

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in terms of value, in terms of worth

that exists beyond the physical,

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everything starts to change.

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And so coming back to what I was saying,

reflecting back to six months ago

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where I was in this space of really.

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Just turning everything on its

head and feeling like right, I need

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to completely reinvent my life.

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I, everything I thought I

knew I don't want anymore.

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If I reflect back to that energetic

moment in time, and then I allow

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myself to feel into my body as to

who I am now, it is worlds apart.

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The level of self love that I have for

myself and my life is unbelievable and

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it's also feels almost unbelievable

in that I know how I felt about myself

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back then, and it wasn't necessarily

completely favorable like I thought

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I was okay and that I had good value

and that I was useful to the world.

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But I didn't necessarily have the same

depth of self-love that I have now.

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Like I was reflecting

with Matt the other day.

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I've just had these blissful moments of

late where we would be doing something

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or I'd be traveling somewhere or we'd.

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Be going to an art gallery opening

or just driving in the sunshine,

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or just these simple unflashy, but

deeply resonant, beautiful moments.

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And I just remember turning to Matt

and just saying, God, I love my life.

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Like I'm so grateful for

the choices that I've made.

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I'm so grateful for the

experiences that I've had.

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The good, the bad, the hard because.

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This cracking open that starts to happen

when you allow everything to drop away.

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You allow to source your value from

inside yourself rather than looking at the

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physical, the routine, the possessions,

and attributing value to that.

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As soon as you.

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Allow yourself to come home and feel

that everything starts to change.

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And this is where you can feel this

internal mechanism of upleveling,

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of expansion, of transition

happening within yourself without

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the physical reality changing.

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And it's really interesting

because this coincides

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With a lot of the manifestation

practices out there, which all state, the

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manifestation comes from the inside out.

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It comes from the feeling and

the believing and the knowing

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that who you are and what you.

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Already exists.

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It already exists.

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It's just that you

can't physically see it.

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The physical reality hasn't caught up

with it yet, but the internal shifts,

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when you start sourcing that self-love

from inside yourself, and I know this

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sounds easier said than done, but when

you are able to source that from inside

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yourself, it doesn't matter where you are.

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It doesn't matter what you have.

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It doesn't matter if you wake

up in the same bed, in the same

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house with the same routine.

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The shifts in terms of, I know there

is so much here for me, I know and I

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can feel beyond what I can see, these

ripple effects, these tiny little

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changes that are shifting in my energy.

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Feel them.

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So therefore I feel different and

I know the physical reality is

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just starting to catch up with me.

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And so coming back to the other

day with this feeling of God I love

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my life, these are not words that

I've ever been able to say ever.

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And.

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you know, there is some sadness around

that, but also so, so much beauty in that

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I'm finally starting to be able to feel

and sense and step into this powerful.

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Energy of this is, this is who I am.

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I'm finally letting go and stripping

back all of the, masks, the labels,

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the, the layers of who I thought

I needed to be, the contortion.

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All of that is starting to

strip away enough now that.

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I'm able to come back to self and yes,

it does make me sad that it's taken me

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so long to be able to really feel that.

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And you might feel that as well, like.

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There can be this sense of sadness

around why has it taken us so long?

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Like why has life had so many ups

and downs with those downs, really

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feeling so resonant that, that

they stay stuck in our, in our

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aura, in our energy, in our mind.

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Like why does that sadness

have to stick around?

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Why can't we just come out of the womb?

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I mean, maybe some of us do.

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We come out of the womb

and we're like, yeah, baby.

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Every single second of

this life is amazing.

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And of course, I a hundred percent am sure

there are beautiful humans that have that

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existence in through their entire life.

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I just know for me, I

didn't, I didn't have that.

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I had a lot of struggles with

self-worth and self-esteem and

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body image and just conditioning

and all these sorts of things.

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Um, that I've had to really like work

through when use, part of me wants

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to say I've had to battle through,

but it's, it's not about the battle,

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it's about doing the work that's been

required to, to come home from self.

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And whilst there is that sadness

and that, well, couldn't I have,

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you know, figure this out earlier?

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There's this huge, and this is

the part that's so important

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that I wanna share with you.

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There is just this huge feeling of

gratitude of it doesn't matter because

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I'm finally coming home to this feeling,

and that's what I wanna share with

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you is that there is no ping behind.

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It doesn't matter whether your

twenties, your thirties, your

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forties, 56, 7, eighties, nineties.

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It doesn't matter.

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The point is, is that there is a point

that you can come to where you feel this.

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And you just start to crack open who

you are and, and are able to look

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around in your life and be like,

I am so glad that I am who I am.

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I am so glad that I've been through

who, what I've been through,

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because I've been able to heal.

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Those things that happen to me in this

lifetime, which are always linked to

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other energetics, either ancestrally,

past life, soul contracts, all sorts

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of different energies There's this

beautiful, stuff that comes together

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to make who we are and we can unravel

all of that to come back to who we are.

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And it doesn't matter how long it

takes, but this feeling of self-worth

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it is possible for all of us.

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And I am just in this place now.

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And of course I have bad days.

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I still have days where I wake

up and look around and be like,

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oh, so this is still the same.

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It's not quite.

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The dream that I have yet, we're

not living in this house and we're

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not, you know, associating with

these people in this way yet,

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or, you know, whatever it is.

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But this fuel, this fire, this

burning, this flame that exists within

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me now, it's like I can feel it.

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And I can sense it.

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And the more that you start coming back

to just feeling the, a tiny little flicker

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or the tiny little shimmer of the heat, a

little bit that's coming off, that flame

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that exists within you, the more and more

you can come back to knowing who you are.

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Because I was saying to Matt the

other day, like, you know, he and I

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made the choice not to have children.

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And we made that choice

actually independently before

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we were back together and.

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Because if you're not familiar with

mine and Matt's story, he and I were

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together, um, in our early twenties.

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I think I was like 20, 22

maybe around there, around 22.

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And we dated for a couple years

and we lived together in this

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beautiful little share house and,

um, the outer suburbs of Melbourne.

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And I had a lot of depression

back then, like severe social

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anxiety, severe depression.

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And Matt, his beautiful soul that he

was, you know, early twenties social

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butterfly, loved to be out and about just

the life of the party and caused a lot

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of issues because of my social stress,

I just, I couldn't go out all the time.

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I didn't wanna go out all the time and

being so young and a very low lack of

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emotional intelligence, you know, I

used to wanna imprint that on him and be

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like, well, you know, you stay home too.

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But he wanted to go out and

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We just became very different

people and wanted different

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things, and so we drifted.

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Now, it was a heartbreaking breakup,

but you know, at the time it made sense.

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It made sense.

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So we parted ways And I think at

this, at the time, the share house

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was being, um, dissolved anyway,

actually, I think it had been condemned.

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Uh, non livable was part of the

front of the house was falling down.

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But anyway, we moved out and

many, many, many years later,

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like 12 years later or so.

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And you know, with that we had

to move out of the, and with our

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breakout, we moved out of the share

house and went our separate ways, but

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many, many years later, I think it

was like 12 or 13 years later, we.

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I started seeing each other again,

started dating again, and then

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eventually got together and got

married and we've been together since.

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But separately, during all of

that time, each of us had made

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the decision to not have children.

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That children wasn't in

the cards for either of us.

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It wasn't something that we both craved.

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And it's really interesting when you

make a decision like that, there's.

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Freedom, but also guilt that can come

with that, particularly society's

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expectations of women, and this idea

that if you aren't birthing children, you

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know, what are you doing with your life?

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What meaning do you hold, but.

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Making the decision not to have children.

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It felt right, but it can

create this sense of guilt.

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Around, well now you have time.

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Now you have money, which is an exciting,

free feeling, but I kind of started

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to feel extremely guilty for all of

a sudden having all of this time.

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And with having all of that time, I'd

also unconsciously created this pressure

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of, well, if I have all of this time and

I have all these beautiful friends and

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my sisters who have children and are.

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just how little time

they have for themselves.

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I had created this narrative within

myself of guilt and that I have

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too much time and because I have

too much time, I need to fill it.

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With so much progress, to

retain a sense of value.

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And this is such a tricky

place to end up, right?

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This is where this, using the

external, using the, the lifestyle,

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the material stuff, the, the

tangible things that we do.

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To equal our value is such a trap because

all of a sudden I had made this powerful

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decision of not wanting to have children.

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'cause it just, it didn't feel like

my role, my, my role here is to be

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in service of, of women, of men, of,

of us here as souls on the planet.

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But I didn't need to have a

child to be able to do that.

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And that was just a feeling and an

energy that came through me and.

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Just felt like the right powerful

decision, but all of a sudden I was like,

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well, if I'm not gonna have children,

if I'm not gonna be busy with the

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family, typical family lifestyle, then.

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My material world or my physical

world or my tangible outcomes

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need to justify that decision.

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They need to prove that, that I was

deserving of making that decision

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because it's like, here on this platter,

look at all these other things that

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I have done still give me value.

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It's really interesting and

I think, you know, my mother.

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she loved having children.

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Like she loved having children.

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There are some stories that my mother

used to tell me about her and her

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mother, them sewing and singing, and

it makes me emotional to think about.

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'cause they were just, they

were so beautiful together.

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My beautiful nana, she passed last

year, and I even though though it's um,

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it's been a year of her anniversary,

there's still, there's just still some

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deep sadness and, and you know, love,

of course love that exists there.

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That makes me just.

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You know, you still feel sad that she's no

longer with us, but these stories of her

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and my mother and these beautiful moments,

like I remember hearing about them.

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I remember seeing them together, and

I think at some point I'd internalized

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that, well, if I wasn't gonna have

my own children, it meant I was

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never gonna have those moments, and

so therefore I had to feel it with.

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Other things to prove that I was

still deserving of being here or

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deserving of the value and, and this

heaviness and this, this need to either

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fill it with academic accolades or.

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Success or career or title

or work or material things.

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felt like in my mind, this

replacement of these maternal

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bonds that I was never going to.

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Um, experience based on my, my choice.

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And so a lot of this heaviness, this

striving, this proving energy has followed

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me most of my life until this incredible

chapter that I'm in now where I've made

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these powerful decisions to let that go,

to put that down, and to actually just

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fall in love with the energy and the soul.

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And the humanness that exists within

me, and that's why I look at my

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life now, and I've had these genuine

moments recently where I can say

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thank goodness for those decisions.

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Thank goodness for being able

to witness the maternal bond

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between my mother and my.

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My grandmother and still making an

empowered choice to know that it wasn't

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mine to be able to source that love

for myself within myself, for the

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life that I chose, because I chose it.

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And I think this is the fundamental

difference that I'm discovering,

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is that the power of trust, that

whatever decision that we make.

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If it is in alignment with our soul

and our yearning and our knowing,

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and that deep internal fire, if the

decision is in alignment with that, it

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doesn't matter what the decision is.

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It is the right decision.

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It's almost like as we are

following our soul, following

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that burning and that internal

knowing, there are no bad decisions.

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And I think that's why when the

sunlight hits my face now, it's

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like, oh, I chose to be here.

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I chose to have this life right now,

and I followed my soul no matter what.

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No matter how sad it made me, no

matter how much pain I had to transmute

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experience and then transmute, no

matter how much I had to let go of the

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stories of others or the lives and the

expect experiences and expectations

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of others, no matter how much I.

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I felt like I wanted to grip

and strain and hold onto those

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things and make them mine, but by

letting them go, it was worth it.

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I am.

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Here I am finally, finally, finally,

starting to realize how much I love.

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The fire and the energy and

the soul that exists within me.

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And when we do this, it's almost like

comparison becomes less of a need.

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It becomes less of a

mechanism that we rely on.

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And again, being vulnerable, I, I've spent

a lot of time comparing myself to others.

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I think this is a common experience

amongst so many of us who are women.

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This energy of comparison, we can

really get stuck in it and it's

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often because there are so many.

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Gaps in the energy, in the self-love

that we have for ourselves, that

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we're just filling it with what's

being presented by other women.

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We've, we, we see them and we grab hold of

the pieces and instead of seeing them and.

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the woman who is inside and understanding

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why she has what she has or why she's

doing what she's doing, and then making

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a decision whether we want that or not.

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We see her and what she has in the

lifestyle that she's moving through,

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and we feel the gap within us.

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patchwork, grab it, and grab it and

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shove it in ourselves and be like, well.

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This is what I want for myself, and

I'm really annoyed that you have it

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because I, I want it, and I, it's

not fitting inside these, these gaps

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and these holes that I have, but I

really want it to, and so I'm furious

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and now I'm gonna compete with you.

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And I like, it's just such

an icky, messy energy that we

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can live for all of our lives.

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this core fundamental.

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Issue of these are just gaps that I

have from my own self love, because

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I've told myself I don't know who I am.

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I've told myself that things are

hard, like all of these narratives and

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conditionings that I'm so used to playing

that they're, they're part of me now.

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Like I don't even know that there is

story because they just feel so real.

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them and be like, you know what?

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Enough.

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Oh my gosh, I'm so tired of

living with this narrative.

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I'm, I'm going within to find out what

is here, what is invisible, what exists

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beyond, and figure out what is here, this

fire, this essence that exists within me.

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And then just let the fire rip, like.

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Let it fill all of those gaps within

ourselves and just start to feel it.

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And it's interesting because

the mind wants to get in there

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and be like, so what is here?

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What are the gaps?

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What's the math?

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What are the things that I'm missing and

where can I acquire them from yesterday?

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That the mind is just such an

incredible processing tool that it

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wants to problem solve and problem

solve and, and turn this into math.

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If it doesn't really work like that,

it's like, what is the energy here?

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Start with that little spark

and then let it spread and

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discover what exists so that.

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We then are not trying to contort

the physical reality, trying

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to manufacture the physical

reality to feel a certain way.

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It's like you can just feel a

certain way from the inside out.

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And so when I have these moments now where

I'm like not doing anything spectacular,

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it's like going for a walk and it is so.

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Beautiful.

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You know those moments where you

just wanna cry 'cause something is so

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beautiful, there's like a resonance

there that there is a frequency that.

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You see, you experience and it

starts to resonate within you,

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and you just have this moment of

like, gosh, this is beautiful.

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Gosh, I'm so grateful I'm alive.

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Gosh, that's like, this is me.

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This is, this is the stuff

that I wanna do with my life.

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These are the moments that start to

become more and more apparent, more

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frequent, because we are allowing

the frequency that exists within us.

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Fire, this flame, whatever language

you wanna put around it, this,

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this energy that exists within you,

you're starting to see it outside

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of yourself and all of a sudden life

starts to reflect the magic within us.

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And that's when that feeling

of, gosh, I love this.

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Gosh, I'm so grateful that

I walked away from that.

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I'm so grateful that I had that experience

and I had to go through the depths of

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myself, the dark night of my soul to like

really be able to see this right now.

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Like I'm so grateful.

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And that's coming very all the way back

to the very start of what I was saying.

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That's when we feel six

months down the track.

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That things are so incredibly different,

even if the physical reality hasn't

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changed because the things that I've

had to transmute and overcome that

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stripping back and coming back to this

frequency that exists within me to.

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Be able to be like, oh my

gosh, I have feel so different

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than six months ago even.

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Although the physical reality of,

of the house and the car and the,

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those things haven't shifted yet.

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It's like I feel like I'm

in a whole lot timeline.

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A whole other timeline.

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This is like, there's a lot of concepts

around timeline jumping, quantum shifting.

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You might have heard these words.

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These are what we're talking about.

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It's like going from a one

state or one feeling into the

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next and everything changes.

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and I think this also is really

exciting because it sets us up to

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see the glimpses of what's possible.

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Right.

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If we can feel completely different inside

after only six months or even less like I,

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I feel the shifts week on, week on week.

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Honestly, if this can move so quickly,

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All of a sudden we can feel

excited about what's coming next.

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It's like, oh my gosh, if I can source

this feeling in any moment and things

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can rapidly change what's gonna happen

in the next hour and the next day and

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the next week, in the next month, like

things can start to radically shift

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in both the physical and the internal.

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When we get into that energy of

like, look how far I've come.

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I have the ability to do this.

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I have the ability to shift this, what

is coming next rather than, I don't know,

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like feel the energy difference, right?

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What is coming next?

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Like six months ago I felt

like a different woman.

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How am I gonna feel like in the

next month, six months to now?

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Like, that's, that's amazing.

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Versus.

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Yeah, but I don't know what's

gonna happen next month.

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gonna happen in the next six months.

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Like, it's such different feeling

between the energetic anticipation

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and the mind anticipation.

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Totally different games.

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mind and into the energy of what's

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coming because this is where the

rapid radical transformation happens.

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And I keep saying to the universe,

I'm like, oh, bring me the magic baby.

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Like I am here to feel it all.

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I am here to feel and witness

and experience the depth.

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Of love that I can have for this life.

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The depth of appreciation, of gratitude,

of connection, of relationship.

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Like I am finally in a place where

I'm starting to get out of my head and

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outta story and out of conditioning.

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To be so present to what actually exists.

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Bring it to me, I'm ready.

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And quite often when we ask the universe,

okay, bring it to me, I'm ready.

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The universe brings challenges, right?

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Can bring us experiences that drop

us back down to our knees, that ask

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us to resource this within ourselves,

and we can get frustrated and be

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like, that's not what I asked for.

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Ask for you to bring me the

magic stuff, the good stuff.

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Like why am I now dealing with this

depths of grief or breakdown, or.

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Relationship transition or work

transition or business difficulty.

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Like I asked for the knees on the earth.

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I love my life magic moments,

and now you're giving me this.

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And it's like, yes, I'm giving you this

because you are ready to go through

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this experience to transmute and get.

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Out of the way, all of the sadness and

all of these beliefs and stories so

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that you can feel this magic on a deeper

and deeper scale so that things can

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shift, so that your timeline can shift.

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Now is the time.

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And so if you're listening to this

and you're like, I really am ready

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to shift the energy around this

Start to come back to yourself.

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Find that flame, find that energy.

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Find, the soul that exists within you and

allow that flame to start flickering up

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and out and agitating out the experiences

and the stories that need to shift so

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that you can start to see what exists

here in this moment beyond the physical.

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Beyond where you live, your financial

situation, the relationships that you're

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in, start to identify what exists within

you beyond those things so that that

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flame and that fire can start to get

brighter and start to show you what's

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really here, those single magic moments,

those feelings of, I am so grateful

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because I made this decision in alignment

with my soul, not based on what I

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thought I needed physically, not based

on what I thought needed societally.

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This is me and my life, and I'm

making these decisions because

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they're in alignment with my

fire, with my soul, with who I am.

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And allowing that to start burning

brightly in you so that you can have these

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moments where you're like, this is it.

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This is who I am.

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I love this and I'm ready for more of it.

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And even if it takes a little bit of

time for the physical to catch up, what

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I can tell you is that the feeling that

you have when you wake up, the feeling

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that you have when the sunlight hits

your face, or you're doing something

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that you are choosing to do because it

makes sense for you, not based on what

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someone else wants, it changes the game.

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It changes everything

and it changes your life.

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So no matter what it is that you're

facing right now, I hope that there's

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been some golden nuggets here to

just help you just take a breath.

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Sometimes that's all we need.

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Just like, okay, okay, I can do this.

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There's something else here starting

to move into the invisible, the unseen,

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the energy start to open my senses.

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This is where it all.

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Changes.

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And so I love you.

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I have so much coming in this space.

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If you haven't joined already,

jump into The Channel.

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It is an absolute fire of a space.

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I'm dropping the channeled

messages every single day.

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I also am absolutely mindblowingly

rebuilding the entire business of House

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of Andrea with this brand new frequency.

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This new energy.

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this new world that's being built at the

moment that is coming is so exciting.

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I cannot wait to share it with you.

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It is like spiritual couture.

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It is next level.

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There's a whole bunch of stuff

that's coming that I'm really

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excited to share with you.

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So make sure you tune in next

week for the updates and the drop.

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And I love you and I'll see

you in the very next episode.

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Andrea Lee Matthies is an artist, photographer, and clairvoyant medium who creates portals for people to see and experience themselves more fully. Through her work, she blends creativity with clairvoyant insight, offering a unique perspective on what it means to thrive as a soul having a human experience.

As host of House of Andrea, Andrea brings together soulful conversations, channelling and subtle activations that invite listeners to awaken their intuition, dissolve self-imposed boundaries and step into the full spectrum of who they are.

Her approach is contemporary, vibrant, and deeply human - honouring both the beauty of the physical world and the unseen wisdom of spirit. Andrea’s mission is to help others feel seen, inspired and activated, so they can embody their own brilliance and frequency in everyday life.